Good morning all, New guy to the forum. I am 34, and have low T. Before all of the ads on the radio, I had been complaining to doctor's for about 10 years about all sorts of symptoms, and just being blown off and told I was too fat and needed to lose weight and exercise. That was 75 lbs ago... I suffer with depression and anxiety off and on, lack of focus, memory, sex drive, and varying levels of ED. Every symptom of low T I have and it wasn't until low T ads started popping up I knew I needed to be tested. My time at the gym was always wasted. No results. Up until I was 24 I was skinny. No muscle, and massively under weight. When I was at a healthy weight I had no sex drive. I was good for once per month, sometimes less. Then like a tidal wave I started packing on weight, and got to a high of 338lbs at 5'9". I got down as low as 285lbs this year, and exercising a lot. In the middle of this I had my testosterone tested, and even the nurse ignored my doctor's orders to have it tested, and I had to go back and do the bloodwork again. My total T came back at 35. I can't remember the other 2 numbers, but they were equally as frightening in how low they came back. Made the appointment with the endocrine department at Boston MGH in January, and my first appointment is May 16th. A friend of mine has low T (around 200), went to a urologist and started within 2 weeks, but I really wanted a specialist to go through my numbers. Low T and the symptoms ruined my life. I sat in neutral for a decade, watched my marriage crumble with no answers. Not being focused, no sex drive, bad memory, depression, no drive to do things, etc. I am now in the process of a divorce, and I need this journey to start so I don't waste another decade. Thanks guys!